Life

Baru-baru ni gempak berita pasal Japan kn tsunami... kesian pun ada jg... mo buat macam mana kan? the power of nature org bilang... it reminds me of malaysia yg kena tsunami ari 2... time 2 masih zaman universiti lagi... it reminds us too that, hidup kita ni kita xtau panjang ka pendek... sekelip mata sj tuhan bleh tarik nyawa... so, we should be grateful for what we had now and always, always, always take a moment to pray... i think it's the end of the world... mcm2 benda pelik berlaku lately... be alert everyone... keep up the faith to the almighty!


God Bless...



With Love...XoXo

Update~~

Update saja hehe...

It's almost a year since i came back for good... at first smua best... lama2 miserable... haha! how i wish i could lived by myself right now... tp ngak ada uang bu... rumah masih disupport parents... Lama x update blog.. bnyknya cerita yg terskip sudah... let me summarize it all month by month... nasib baik sy masih simpan calendar thn lalu hehe~~

January 2010 - Masih di kedah... menunggu masa pindah company... xsabar lari dari Kedah...

February 2010 - I'm in KL... For 20 days only... only god knows bertapa x sabarnya mo blk KK...

March 2010 - I was in KK... lega... tarik nafas panjang... bermulalah rutin kerja baru... buat claim utk contractor... masih x biasa dengan keadaan d ofis baru... 19/03/1984 1st time jumpa Ann... face 2 face d McD... nice! time ni jadi driver aunty n kakak sy...

April 2010 - Penat! hari2 ulang alik Papar - KK bygkan 1 ari spend 3 hrs d jalan raya... nothing much on April... plan pg KB balik kg Ann tp nda jadi... Life goes on!

May 2010 - apa terjadi bulan ni aa?? hmm... oya family day! pg zoo lokawi... n then kena suruh attend meeting projek yg sy xtau hujung pangkal... terpaksa tebalkan muka kn sindir2 dalam meeting... cis! oya ada plan pg labuan time ni on d 1st of april tp nda jadi...

June 2010 - Boring... teda keja time ni... so sy tgk drama korea online dlm ofis... tajuk dia 'he's beautiful' cerita pasal perempuan menyamar jadi lelaki... best jg cerita ni... layan~~ 1 bulan~ haha... dad's bday...

July 2010 - Bday my mum... sambut kami2 sj... & bulan ni paling special... sbb my Jojo sampai... thanks to ann for everything...

August 2010 - Nothing special... life goes on... renew road tax... bankrap...

September 2010 - As always, september adalah bulan paling special for me... bnyk event bulan ni... i got bnyk kawan yg lahir bulan september.. my sis pun bulan sept... from 8-11 sy fly pg bintulu.. pg tgk engagement kawan sy + reunion + dating dgn bf... hehe... 25 wedding kawan sy... eh lupa 23hb bday sy hehehe... Ann buat cupcake yg kiut miut... nda sampai ati mo makan...

October 2010 - on the 9th sy dgn ann adventure pg Labuan naik ferry.. erk adventure kaitu? haha... maybe not la bagi Ann tp for me adventure la jg haha & Jeng Jeng Jeng birthday 2 of my favourite ppl on earth haha... my BF n Ann... they both shared the same date... no wonder la both of us can get along wpun blum jumpa... the same thing happened with me n my BF... bkawan b4 bjumpa... =) love u guys...

November 2010 - i called it November Dilemma haha! i got 2 exams on the same date... PTD or KPLI? i tot ramai yg ambil PTD & as a matter of fact, PTD mmg susah mo lepas so sy byebye'kan la PTD 2... lgpun next time ada lg... psst, ni kali ke 3 drg suruh pg exam... haha nda kn blacklist ka 2 aa? Got 1 wedding invitation lg...

December 2010 - Bulan paling bz di dunia... awal bulan sudah fly pg Miri attend kawin my BFF on the 4th... balik2 sj ada meeting... my project will be hand over by 27th dec... so bnyk keja kn buat... time ni jg la bz2... menyebabkan sy xdapat attend 1 lg wedding ceremony BFF sy on the 30th... sedihhhh~~ 31hb sy buat countdown dgn family... it's new year's eve... tp mcm teda rasa apa2... teda azam baru... teda penyesalan... teda perasaan apa2 haha~~

January 2011 - 5th is my anniversary with my BF... mcm biasa, text sj happy anniversary... don't know when we had a chance to celebrate it together... awal2 bulan sy sudah mengamuk... mogok nda mo keja 1 week... sbb blum gaji haha!! hari Khamis ann pg Indon.. b4 2 dia lunch dgn sy... dia makin hitam... kesian dia... dia belum keluar suara ja pun suda tau dia stress... hope everything turns out fine... anddd January blum habis lg... I'm hoping for something good.. angpow maybe haha! mimpi laaa~~~ 29th ni my cuz's wedding... esok pun ada plan mo pg makan ngau chap dgn Ann.. dgn Jr sy... harap2 jadi... berliur suda teringat ngau chap...

There goes my 2010... I'm hoping for the best in 2011...


With Love...XoXo

Alienated

TOLONGGGGG!!!

Sy sudah di alienkan dengan keobsesan diri sendiri... OBSES?? teka sy obses apa...
CAT KUKU... huhu... ini la keobsesan sy dari kecil sampai besar... dulu time kecik2 selalu pg melaram pakai my mum punya barang... time 2 besa la kan, ada kaler pink n merah sj... sekarang ni sudah besar, ada duit sendiri, ditambah dengan arus kemodenan, macam2 kaler ada... membuatkan sy bertambah gila haha... keobsesan ni makin menjadi2 sejak masuk U... siap berbunga2 lg kuku... buat sendiri tau... x main la pg saloon... haha... ini la dinamakan keobsesan bersandarkan budget haha...

Dulu time study mana ada duit pg beli cat kuku berkualiti... beli yg 1 botol RM2.50 sj... murah kan? tp beli pagi ni, mlmnya keras sudah... mmg xberkualiti...

Ni la mo promosi jenama cat kuku yg sy pakai sekarang... sangat berkualiti n berpatutan klu beli,.. just imagine, sy beli kaler purple time adik sy kawen bulan november ari 2... smpi skarang belum keras2 lg... caya laaa... hehe... sekarang ni sy semakin setia dengan ELIANTO.... takutnya sy mula2 pindah d sabah teda ELIANTO... rupanya ada jg... fuh!! legaaaaa~~~~

Last month sy beli 2 kaler... Dark purple n Red... ni sj hasil yg sempat sy buat... kurang kreativiti tapi hmmm ok la kan haha!!
Actually ingatkan mo pg 1 Borneo dgn Ann ari ni... tp dia bz... sy lama sudah mo beli kaler biru n hijau... sekarang ni tengah confuse ni... mula2 rasa mo pakai kaler hijau pg Labuan weekend ni... tp tiba2 terfikir, kan laut kaler biru?? maybe i should wear blue...?? alaaa beli ja la dua2 kan? susah2 seblah biru, seblah hijau haha... bukan mahal pun 1 botol RM5.50 sj... bleh tahan berbulan2... btul ni... hehe... I LOVE ELIANTO... muahhhhh!!!


With Love...XoXo

Budak2 Zaman Sekarang

Ari ahad yg lepas sy pg tamu beli sayur la kononnya... tp what i do is, pg cari tpt parking keta n then suruh my lil sis keluar pg beli sayur n ikan... sy malas mo keluar berpanas2, bersesak2, berbau2 haha... so dlm masa menunggu my sis dari pasar, sy mendengar la perbualan 2 org budak yg sedang lawan2 cakap ni... entah apa la yg drg gaduh2 mula2 tp part yg sy sempat dengar......

Budak 1 : Sy kasi makan ko biawak...
Budak 2 : Sy kasi makan ko ular...
Budak 1 : aaaaaaa... hmmmm...(Bfikir binatang apa lg paling teruk) haaa sy kasi makan ko anak, anak, anakonda... neh neh neh nda dpt lawan...
Budak 2 : sy..... kasi makan ko.... arrrrrrr (Lamaaaa budak ni fikir... dlm otak sy mati2 fikir dia akan cakap babi....last2 dia ckp----->) sy kasi makan ko 'anu' lelaki!!!!!

Sy trus tepuk dahi.... adoiiiiiiiiiiiiiii... budak2 sekarang aaaa.... macam2.. sy pun xpernah terfikir org akan ckp mcm 2... yg dia sebut 2 bukan 'anu' betul2 dia ckp nama 2 anu lelaki... adedede!!!!



With Love...XoXo

Bad Relationship

I must admit it... that.... urmmmm.... i have a very bad relationship with cars... I mean, with ANY cars!!!...

Dulu sy pinjam keta kawan sy, sy kasi scretch terlanggar kerb...

Then sy beli my own car, xsampai 1 month kena baling batu... n then baru 1 ari ganti cermin yg pecah 2, accident plak... then pg shoping complex, tersangkut plak saaaaana tpt parking...

Last Month, kasi hancur keta my dad...

Yesterday... urmmm i mean sepanjang bulan ni, keta pinjam asyik rosak sj... ada2 ja... mula2 lampu... then signal... n then tayar... pastu belting.. kemarin spark plug n betri...

Aduhhhhh... Estherrrrrr... macam mana laini...

Semalam sy balik sorang2... b4 2 my cuz antar sms...
Cuz : 2 keta suda ok ka? bleh amik kakak ptg ni?
Me : Belum lg... ko naik sj keta lain...

Kejam ka??

klu kamu fikir 2 kejam, dia lg kejam sm sy... huhu...

Bayangkan keta mati tengah jalan, sy tengah bz kasi hidup enjin, tgk2 seblah hilang suda 2 mangkuk hayun... cari2 dia d mn... kamu tau dia d mn?????

Saaaaana suda pg tahan van mo pg keja... tgl la sy sm 1 org kwn dia d sn... bygkan laaa...

time tengah repair keta dia call banyak kali tp sy x angkat... i thought dia risau pasal keadaan sy laa.. but i just ignore sj... sakit ati kan... tiba2 dia antar sms yg berbunyiiiii~~~

"Itu kereta sudah siap ka? petang ni bleh ambil kakak?? besok pagi?? "

Haaa mcm 2 la sms dia... dia xtanya pun sy mcm mn... whatever it is, sy sudah kasi label dia sebagai "SELFISH"... pagi ni pun sy x hantar dia pg keja... sy sms n said keta masih rosak n i off my fon... biar dia jara...

sighhh~~~

Tapi apa2 pun, silver lining utk setiap kejadian ni, bnyk sudah sy tau pasal kerosakan keta... haha... so hmmm x apa la...




With Love...XoXo

STRESS

I think this month really stressing me out... Everything messed up!!!

* Tayar keta balik2 buat hal

* She doesn't spend every single cent of her own money except for car n food...

* They keep asking for MONEY!!!

* And "YOU" really make me sick!!! please be INDEPENDENT!!! i don't need another shit cos i already have my own!!!

* The contractor keep changing their percentage... come on la, setkat 2 rgt pun mo claim!!! bukan final account pun... ingat snang ka mo fotostat semua benda ni... kena buat balik lg... tebal ni tau... damn!!!

* Yesterday kemalaman balik... keta buat hal lg... kali ni belting dia plak putus... balik2 mati tengah jalan... n HE dengan senangnya suruh sy pg tukar!!! kalau sy ada duit xpayah cakap, sy sendiri pg... but YOU!! YOU take my money n never give back... so i just... hmmm shut up~~~


STRESS~~~

If Stress is a diet plan, mesti sy sudah kurus sekarang... Damn!!

With Love...XoXo

Autumn in UMS

17/04/10..

Ni blog yg lmbt update... sepatutnya post on saturday tapi xda masa mo buat sbb busy mengedit picture... maklumlah teda kamera mahal... ari 2 sy pg site... on the way pg site, ternampak la bunga-bungaan yg tengah blooming... mmg sangaaaaaaaatttt cantik n sy rasa seperti berada di Tokyo... n then pagi 17hb sy mmg sengaja dtg awal then pg tpt 2... cuaca sgt baik ms 2... awan sgt biru... sejukkkk... pemandangan pun cantik... mmg boleh gila la.... erk gila?? ya, gila sebab rasa best sangat2... senyum2 sorg2 ja sy di sana... ada jg beberapa org yg ambil gambar time 2... sampai ada yg duduk2 di atas bunga ambil gambar... bayangkan la sepanjang jalan 2 semua pokok berbunga sampai menutup daun2 pokok... pas2 di bawah (jalan raya) penuh dengan bunga2 yg jatuh kn tiup angin... eiiii mmg xdapat digambarkan dgn kata2... tgk sj la pic di bwh ni...

Petang 2 sy plan pg lg dgn Ann tp hujan plak.. huhu... n seperti yg sy jangkakan ari ni mesti sudah banyak yg gugur... sekali lg sy pusing ni tpt b4 pg ofis pg td... mmg tgl sikit sudah... plus, bunga2 yg berjatuhan 2 sudah kn sapu... ada la yg baru2 ggur tp x sebanyak ari sabtu... ari sabtu 2 pun actually sudah sikit dari hari 1st sy pg... huhu... bunga apa ni aa?? teringin mo tanam d rumah...

K la...

Chow dulu k...

Muahhhh..


With Love...XoXo