H.E.R W.E.D.D.I.N.G D.A.Y

Asyik merepek ja ari 2 sampai lupa mem'blog' pasal the wedding day.. haha.. panjang ceta tapi pakai pic jadi short la hehe... pictures can describe it all hehe.. jom previous balik memory... lama sdh kan, tkt lupa plak... beautiful memories kan...

Naa ni my sis Bella yg baru ja abis kena solek... tgh tggu driver pg amik... berdebar2 kali dia 2, 2 la serius ja muka... my mum ada di sebelah 2 tengah bersolek haha...

Ni ketibaan pengantin d church...yg baju purple dua2 2 my youngest sis n my mum... yg bridesmaid 2 pun my sis...
Sekali lagi sy berjaya snap muka dia yg ke'nervous'an haha...Disebabkan my dad xdatang pg church ari 2, terpaksa la my uncle wakil my dad... kesian my sis...

Upacara menyarungkan cincin Naa ni after sdh sah jd husband n wife...
Sesi bergambar 1 family... my sis from KL ngn my dad sj teda
Sesi bergambar lagi ngn family seblah pengantin lelaki
Ni pengiring2 geng2 motorsikal... geng2 my bro la ni... mmg sporting drg ni... 1st time pengantin kena iring dgn mat2 motor... haha

Kesimpulannya, semua pun berjalan dengan lancar ari 2... walaupun sy sudah bercantik2 utk hari itu, tp tetap jg jatuh standard semata2 mau majlis berjalan dengan lancar... angkat2 pinggan kotor... pg refill lauk pauk... ada org yg tanya kenapa tiada masak 'kerabau pindik'... haha... my family mmg x msk 2... sbb our family banyak yg muslim... so kena hormat la... banyak jg family jauh yg dtg... sy pun x kenal... esp. yg dari Brunei...

Belum sampai jam 6 petang, sy kondem... apa x, on the way dari church bukan main panas cuaca... balik rumah hujan plak... disebabkan sy ni kuli, angkat pinggan sana sini, kena basah la pulak... demam terus... rasa mau pecah sj kepala... sepa2 yg datang 6 ptg dan ke atas 2, sorry la nda terlayan... sy d bilik sudah tengah lenguh2 badan... malam 2 baru ingat sy belum makan dari pagi sampai malam... sebab terlalu pemalu, sy pun suruh adik bongsu sy pg amik makanan antar pg bilik... tp xjg habis... just my luck kali sbb x abiskan mknn... esoknya ramai yg mengadu sakit perut... sebab daging la 2... hmmm~~~ nasib baik... mmg berganti2 sj org masuk toilet pagi 2... haha...

Petang 2 mmg hujan lebat la... nasib baik kem 2 awal 3 minggu sdh kn pasang... klu x, tanah lg la becak... smpi mlm 2 my mum berjoget pki kasut boot yg mcm phua chu kang 2... adik sy la cerita... pengantin pun x peduli sudah... lewat malam sudah kan... smpi my sis pki selipar jepun sj haha... eiii rugi jg kondem awal... x dpt tgk live show haha!! mmg happening la ari 2... ntah smpi jam berapa br bersurai... i love it... hehe...

I LOVE HAPPY ENDING....xOxO

WHERE DO I BELONG TO?

Adeiii lama suda tinggalkan blog ni... banyak story to shared tp blm mau keluar lagi... i feel like semua semangat sudah hilang since balik kedah... stay at home all alone... crying... tambah lagi fon rosak bertambahlah sunyi... ada fon pun sorg 2 sj yg contact ni lagi time tiada fon... sedeyyyy... bila la fon mau ok ni...

Sigh~~~
Penat....
Sedih....
Sunyi....
Where should i go??

Balik rumah, lay on my bed... tengok siling, siling tengok sy... who am i suppose to talk to? baring lagi... laparrr... mo pg makan dengan siapa ni? rice cooker sudah kn tapau oleh housemate balik kg... no one... so let it be... lapar tp tiada selera what to do? baring lagi... macam org cacat... pasang tv... x sedar bila terlelap...

Malam... masa yg sangat2 scary... i keep telling myself not to sleep... nnt ada org pecah rumah macam mana? cryingggggg......

To Be Continued (I should draft a blog about this... fill the emptiness - inside my heart and outside of myself)......

P.R.E - W.E.D.D.I.N.G - Part 3

PENAT!!... that's the exact words yg ngam utk di'describe'kan sepanjang sy berada d kg... bangun mmg mata sudah set jam 7.30 a.m... tidur pula x menentu... paling awal jam 12.30.. makan pun sampai lupa (kena timbang balik ni... manatau ada perubahan haha)... mmg banyak benda perlu dibereskan before 21 nov 2009... kena pasang kem, hias pelamin pengantin, memasak utk org yg tlg2... seriously ni bukan lg majlis utk 1 hari... ni majlis mmg utk 7 hari 7 malam... my sis pun kesian... pengantin pun kena buat keja... kami suruh dia duduk diam2 dia x mau... well, she wants her wedding ceremony berjalan dengan lancar kan... terpaksa jg dia ni melibatkan diri...

Sepanjang preparation ni memang happy ada, tension ada, sedih pun ada... but what i want to share the most adalah pasal ketidakpuasan hati haha... mmg banyak la x puas hati sepanjang preparation 2... tp diam2 sj... but here, in my blog akan diteriakkan semuanya... Ready?

1) 1st yg paling x puas hati adalah pasal all my cousins aunty... biasa la kan kawin kampung... biasanya banyak org datang tolong2... 3 days from d date mesti ramai sudah org datang pegi tolong2... tp batang hidung pun x nampak... cuba kalau kami 1 family buat macam 2 sm dorg time anak2 dorg kawin... confirm merajuk punya la drg ni... sabar sj la... kesian my mum n dad... disebabkan family ada yg muslim, so memasak pun kena cara islam... before this kalau ada apa2 aunty2 yg muslim 2 mesti datang sebab dorg yg akan masak... kali ni terpaksa la upah org masak... Ni la kawin kampung ni, susah kalau org x tolong... yg mau di bg makan 2 ramai... kalau setakat 2 3 org x apa la... ni ntah berapa kampung datang... i said to my mum, next time if sy yg kawin, xmau la buat kawin kampung... kawin hotel sj... kesian my parents bersusah payah...

2) 2nd thing is, family sebelah pengantin lelaki langsung x showed up dat day... oya, my invitation card pun dorg kritik berabis... Map la x betul, jemputan la x betul... last2 dorg amik semua card2 2 and change the invitation letter... tukar konon family drg yg menjemput pg that majlis... can u imagine how nonsense it is? kan itu rumah kami, apasal plak dorg yg meng'invite'?? adeiii.... 1 day before the wedding, kakak ipar my sis tiba2 call cakap dia x jadi sponsor mekap utk esok... my sis apa lg... sgt2 kecewa... how come they do that to my sis? klu x jadi, awal2 lagi cakap la... ni last minute... malam lagi 2 baru bagitau... sampai my sis cakap xmau kawin... adeiii... banyak la komen2 dorg ni... my adik ipar 2 pun tension with his sisters... kesian dia ada family mcm 2...

3) Ada plak sorg aunty sy ni yg obses sangat dengan religion... ntah apa kah yg dia ceramah dgn my dad sampai my dad x ikut pg church... sedih sgt...

But apa2 pun kami go on sj la with the majlis... and hope everything will work out fine...

2) 2nd thing is, family sebelah pengantin lelaki langsung x showed up dat day... oya, my invitation card pun dorg kritik berabis... Map la x betul, jemputan la x betul... last2 dorg amik semua card2 2 and change the invitation letter... tukar konon family drg yg menjemput pg that majlis... can u imagine how nonsense it is? kan itu rumah kami, apasal plak dorg yg meng'invite'?? adeiii.... 1 day before the wedding, kakak ipar my sis tiba2 call cakap dia x jadi sponsor mekap utk esok... my sis apa lg... sgt2 kecewa... how come they do that to my sis? klu x jadi, awal2 lagi cakap la... ni last minute... malam lagi 2 baru bagitau... sampai my sis cakap xmau kawin... adeiii... banyak la komen2 dorg ni... my adik ipar 2 pun tension with his sisters... kesian dia ada family mcm 2...

3) Ada plak sorg aunty sy ni yg obses sangat dengan religion... ntah apa kah yg dia ceramah dgn my dad sampai my dad x ikut pg church... sedih sgt...

But apa2 pun kami go on sj la with the majlis... and hope everything will work out fine...

Tengah preparing pelamin...

I LOVE MY SISTERS....XoXo

P.R.E-W.E.D.D.I.N.G - Part 2

I supposed to post my new blog yesterday but belum ada mood menulis... still in holiday mood... In short, sy express pakai picture sj la... =) wait2 aa...

17 Nov 2008
Woke up early in the morning... bersiap2 mo bertolak pg airport... My housemate hantar me n my boyfriend... This time xtau how should i explain my feeling... excited ada, risau ada, sedih ada semua ada... Excited sebab lama xjumpa family... almost 2 years sudah x jumpa... Risau sebab mengenang nasib bila balik sini... I will be alone again... Sedih sebab tinggalkan my boyfriend sorg2 d airport... my flight jam 8 pagi... n his flight jam 6 petang... bygkan dia menunggu sorang2 di sana... and i'm not sure yet bila boleh jumpa dia lagi... ni la susah org long distance relationship ni.. harap2 we can face it and get through it no matter what...

8.05 a.m

Naik flight... Benci btl naik kapal terbang... luckily ada pinjam camera bf... n lucky me sebab duduk paling hujung dekat dgn tingkap... so i just sit back and enjoy tengok sky... 3 jam dalam kapal terbang 2 asyik teringat my bf d airport... apa la dia buat sekarang.. mesti dia kesejukan lama2 dalam airport.. mesti dia lapar... sigh~~~
1.00 p.m

Sampai d airport KK... dari jauh sudah spot my mum... nasib baik ada pakai contact lens tadi.. kesian my mum... pakai selipar bertanah2 lg... ni mesti kes tanah becak ni... musim hujan kan di sabah.. haha... lawak tul... hug my mum... owh how i miss her so badly... My mum sgt terkejut tengok perubahan sy... haha!! well, semua org pun akan cakap benda yg sama kalau jumpa sy time ni, "eiii, gemuknya ko!!!"... mmg dialog wajib 2... so, pekakkan telinga sj la haha... gemuk2 pun maintain cute maa haha.... Sampai rumah sj all my siblings sudah menunggu d rumah... semua mengejek sy ni gemuk but i don't care... masuk sj rumah terus ribut.. haha... this is my family... semua mulut becok...

Lepas bagi2 present, mula la upacara wajib kami... baring2 di katil sambil bcerita... lepas 2 main mekap2... exchange baju2... banyak girls ba family sy so baju bertukar2... haha... tengok pic di bawah ni.. sy men'cat' muka d bride... haha... nnt kita tengok hasilnya k haha... enjoy d pic...

Cantik ka? haha... Just Kidding... time 2 sy solek adik sy yg pengapit 2... trus dia jeles... dia takut pengapit lagi cantik dari dia... trus suruh sy solek dia eiii... macam2... haha... malam sudah ni dis time... rasa cepat btl masa berlalu... sejuk air di kampung... rasa macam x mau mandi sj... nasib ingat sy berpeluh2 d papar pg beli beras petang tadi... Malam 2 kami beramai2 tidur di bilik pengantin hehe... cerita2 sampai pagi... best!!! lama sudah xmacam ni... My sisters all grown up... yg paling kecik pun sudah pandai melaram...

I Love Bedtime Story with my Sisters.... XoXo

P.R.E-W.E.D.D.I.N.G - Part 1

"...To have and to hold from this day forward, for better or worse, for richer for poorer, in sickness and in health, to love and to cherish to death do us part..."

Best kan words ni? imagine ur husband to be cakap mcm ni depan ur parents then kasi sarung cincin... I'm in a wedding mood now... my little sister's wedding is just around the corner... 21.11.2009 will be their most memorable date in life... Busy juga jadi pengantin ni... since 2 months ago she keep sms'ing n calling me asking for my opinion... macam mana mo design invitation card la... the backdrop la... theme colour utk family la... memang banyak betul guna duit... prepare their pre-wedding pic la... beli baju utk family la... renovate bilik la... macam2... no wonder la sy ni takut dengan commitment... pre-commitment pun sy sgt2 takut... haha... besar tanggungjawab 2...

Last month sy la jadi mangsa buat invitation card drg... siang malam buat ooo sampai sakit pinggang... org yg jauh2 d hujung dunia ni jg yg dorg cari... adehh memang ikut pokai juga la macam ni... tapi no hal la... utk beloved sis lagipun once in a lifetime jg... cantik kan card yg sy buat 2? my own design 2 hehe...

People keep asking me bila la sy mo kawin... balik2 kena langkah bendul oleh adik ni haha... 2 org sudah kawin... eiii... ingat senang ka kawin ni... u have 2 sacrifice everything, share everything... i'm not ready yet... lagipun belum selesai lagi proses menapis2 bakal husband ni haha... bukan apa, i think org yg berkahwin ni adalah org yg berani ambil risiko... i just sangat sayangkan diri sendiri to put my life at a risk hahaha... sounds selfish... tp mmg salute la dengan org yg mo kawin ni... berani oo...

There will be 1 time sy akan cerita pasal my love life... maybe 2 salah 1 sebab jg la why i'm so scared of marriage or any commitment... besides 25 is young enuf to be a housewife ekeke... seriously guys, bayangkan kita hidup 70 thn di dunia ni... and u get married in 25th... 70-25=45years... 25 years u spend being single/couple and the rest 45 years, u taking care after ur husband and ur childrens... 45 yrs is long enough to suffer yourself for someone else NOT U... haha... i just love my life... hehe

Love is indescribable... love is this and that... but i prefer the quotes saying "love yourself before u love somebody"....

So, esok i will be in my kampung... helping them to prepare everything before 21st Nov... hope everything will work out fine and i hope my sister will live happily ever after with her beloved husband... wait for my next blog... there will be more pic and story to share... See ya...

I Love My Family.... XoXo

M.Y J.O.J.O - Part 2

Burppp!! baru abis dinner... Ayam masak halia, sayur bunga masak telur + ayam n nasi putih hehe... I cook it all by myself... hujan2 pg beli ayam tadi tiba2 on the way pg giant mati pulak c Jojo adehhhh... bahaya oo macam ni sigh~~~

Sampai mana suda tadi aa... oya sampai time sy accident plak 2... uncle india 2 keluar la dari keta dia... pastu dia teriak marah2... punya malu 2... panjang line keta di belakang sy... smua pun hon2... rasa serba salah pula tengok dorg ter'stuck' di sana... dengan selambanya sy masuk balik dlm Jojo x peduli 2 uncle india 2 berleter... time sy start si Jojo trus uncle india 2 pg ketuk2 si Jojo... sot... dia ingatkan sy mo lari la kunun 2... maka sy mo kasi alih pg tepi jalan sj pun supaya org lain dapat lalu... trus sy pun buka la tingkap... dia ckp, "ei hello, u tak tau peraturan accident ka? selagi polis belum sampai, u xboleh alihkan kereta"..

Nasib baik lah tempat kejadian 2 dekat sgt dgn rumah my BFF... dia pun kuar dari rumah dengan tuan rumah dia... legaaa~~~... banyak la org pg masuk campur time 2 sampai gaduh2... pelik ni, sy yg accident, org yg tidak terlibat pula yg bergaduh dgn uncle 2... maka sy x kenal pun dorg semua haha... disebabkan ramai org yg backing sy masa 2, uncle 2 apa lagi, bertambah la marah... mula2 ingat mo kasi selesai d luar sj tp pokai juga time 2.. terpaksa claim insurans jg...

Lama la juga proses hantar report di balai... nervous btul time 2... maklumlah 1st time ada kes sampai masuk balai ni... luckily pak polisi 2 xgarang... dorg perasan kali sy nervous... sempat lagi yg sorg 2 pg mengurat hahahahaha... org tengah nervous2 sempat lagi dia tanya fon no...

Lama juga Jojo masuk workshop hari 2... mmg terseksa la sementara menunggu Jojo kuar workshop... nasib baik ada housemate yg sanggup hantar n ambik dari keja... hampir 1 bulan juga la teda transport... time mo amik Jojo 2 melayang lagi RM... RM400.00 penalti kn bagi dari kurnia insurans sbb keta 2 pakai belum sampai sebulan sudah mo claim insurans haha...

Time pg hantar Jojo n keta uncle 2 pg workshop, br la uncle 2 layan sy baik2... dia ckp sebab lelaki yg masuk campur hari 2 la buat dia HOT pas2 garang2 dengan sy... (Ceh, ya meh? sebelum lelaki 2 dtg pun dia garang2 dgn sy).. then dia ckp dia kesian la dgn sy masih kecik sebaya dgn anak dia... haha... ada jg la keep in touch dgn uncle 2 selepas Jojo Ok..

naa panjang lebar tul ceta pasal accident ni haha...

15nov2009
I know it's too short to end this blog... haha... blum abis ceta lagi actually... 17th November ni me and my bf balik tanah air masing2... Dia balik Kuching n me balik Sabah... bercampur2 perasaan time ni... whether i should be happy sebab dapat balik meet my beloved family or i should be worried akan alone lg selepas balik Kedah... A.L.O.N.E... I don't like it...

Last night sy cuba fikir positif, what should i worried about, I already have my own car, and a 'habitat'... my life should be better dari dulu... then i started to list out apa yg perlu dibuat time boring2 nanti;
1) Buy a new book utk salin sms (The old 1 penuh sudah)
2) Drafting for my blogs...
3) Saving my money for extra prepaid
4) Looking for part time job (to shu shu the loneliness)
5) Beli cat (painting my bedroom-kasi cantik2 sikit so dpt kurangkan rasa alone)
6) Ask my ex-housemate 2 find me a new 1... (harap2 sama channel)
7) Sleep a little bit longer than usual on sunday (pendekkan masa weekend)
8) ....... (Still berfikir apa next list)

I should move to Kuching last year.... menyesal betul x ikut cakap bf sy dulu.... I really2 want to tp Jojo? time 2 Jojo x dibenarkan bawa keluar dari semenanjung sebab Jojo belum cukup umur... Kalau kasi tinggal di sini pun, i have no one to trust.... yg boleh jaga my Jojo (am not good in taking care of him also but doesn't mean i will leave him to sembarangan2 org sj kan? hehe)...

Last friday i was dreaming about Jojo... ada sorg lelaki tua bagi duit dgn sy... he said,"nah duit, pg jual sj la Jojo 2". Bangun tido sj trus bad mood (trus teda mood mo make up pg keja). Then time my bf hantar me pg keja dia tiba2 cakap, "Jual la Jojo ni"... then he said again, "last night sy baca pasal owner2 Savvy, semua pun ada problem yg sama... semua ada prob keta mati tiba2". Then i said,"x boleh repair ka?". He said boleh... tapi mahal la... 500 lebih mcm 2...

Memang blur la time 2... hati memberontak mo pindah borneo... tapi x dapat lepaskan jojo jg... ini la harta pertama yg sy ada... =(... My bf memang risau sy tinggal sorg2 di sini... plus rumah ni pernah ada org try 2 pecah masuk... jiran2 pun x bertegur sapa... heiii... malas la mo fikir panjang... whatever will be, will be... i know i can survive... it's just taking a little bit time... sigh~~~ Everything's going to be just FINE...



I LOVE MY JOJO...XoXo

M.Y J.O.J.O - Part 1

Jojo dah setahun dah... xsangka... cepat tul masa berlalu... jiwang la plak haha!! but sadly, i have to let him go... teringat lagi time masih keja d company lama... sy ajak rina tinggal skali dalam rumah 2... luckily bf dia kasi pinjam motor... jadi kami pg la keja naik motor... dia ni slalu bangun lambat... disebabkan sy ni menumpang dia so tpaksala ikut jam dia... slalu sj lambat pg keja... kdg2 sy malas tunggu dia, sy jalan kaki sorg2 haha... naik motor pun kalau bernasib baik... dia ni dgn bf dia slalu bergaduh... klu sudah start bergaduh 2 siap lah, kn jalan kaki la jawabnya esok... haha... nasib badan...

Duduk di kedah ni la sy start pandai naik motor (i mean, bonceng d belakang... kalau mo drive bfikir 1000X oo)... takut2 ni mula2... dah budak kecik 2 xda lesen time 2... so tpaksa ikut jalan kampung... jalan kampung dah la xrata haha... budak rina ni pun bukan nya pandai sangat bawa motor... ada skali 2 kami accident... kaki sy kena kerb (pembahagi jalan 2 - yg hitam putih 2 ba)... smpi skarang sy fobia dgn kerb.. bawa keta pun takut dekat2... smpi ada skali time sorg lg kwn sy bw naik motor pg makan, time 2 mo berhenti tepi jalan masuk simpang... sy nmpk kerb sj trus automatik kaki seblah naik atas macam mo mengelak... ingatkan teda org nampak... skali ada plak pemandu van di belakang tengok... dorg ketawa berabis dalam van... cis malunya sy... hahahahhaahha...

Disebabkan Rina xtahan sudah dgn company 2 yg xbagi gaji, dia pun cari keja lain di Kulim... jauh 2 dari SP... mula2 dia ulang alik la dari SP-Kulim... pastu dia xtahan, dia sewa rumah d Kulim... nasib baik ada housemate baru... jiran dpn rmh mula2... tarik dia masuk pg rumah 2 ahaha... sebelum rina berhenti, ada 1 hari 2 kami pg lepak2 di giant... tengok2 ada promotion savvy... RM0.00 deposit... tengok2 dalam keta 2 luas jg... 1st2 mo beli myvi ba kunun tp bfikir jg bkali2 time 2... pas2 mo viva plak tp time tengok savvy rupanya ruang dlm dia lebih besar dr viva... ba mendaftar trus la konon....

Ingat lg agen 2 smpi skarang... ada apa2 problem pasal 2 keta, org pertama yg sy cari mesti dia (En.Zul)... Dipendekkan ceta banyak tul perkara malang berlaku sejak ada jojo ni :-

1) Mula2 mo beli kaler putih... tapi kalau mo kaler putih kena tunggu 3 bulan... time 2 desperate suda... takut jalan kaki sorg2 lagi so yg ada silver dgn hitam sj... aaahh hitam pun hitam la... 2 pun lewat suda beberapa minggu 2...

2) After 3 weeks lambat, datang la En.Zul dengan keta baru sy... dengan plat no 4440... sport rim n spoiler... cantik... tp skali tengah dia mo testing alarm x berbunyi plak... adoiiii.... tp dia ckp masih ada warranty... dia suruh pg buat la d satu kedai ni.... free tp d penang... =(... mo pegi tp teda org mo temankan... tangguh punya tangguh sampai sekarang pun x jg pegi2... tapi sejak akhir2 ni time sejuk2 mcm 2, tiba2 dia pandai bercakap (bunyi alarm)... happynya sy.. tp bila time balik ilang suda suara dia... aik... macam2... my bf ckp, dia br 1 tahun, baru mo belajar bercakap haha... cute o my jojo...

3) Lepas hantar En.zul pg penang (Kwn yg hantarkan - belum berani drive pg penang), sy pun balik rumah dengan hati yg girang hehe... sepa la x happy, 1 sen pun teda kuar duit time 2... dapat keta, lepas 3 ari boleh pg amik duit rebate lg 2... rm624.00 haha... dpt duit lg... ingat mo beli accessories utk keta tp ntah apa la yg sy spend time 2... lupa sudah haha... hujan2 time balik rumah, drive slow2... rasa malu pula bawa keta baru haha... rasa mcm org tengok2 sj padahal teda pun... skali tengah control2 bw keta, mati la pulak time mo kuar simpang... kasi idup balik, lepas clutch mati balik... balik2 la mati sampai org yg d belakang hon2 nda kesabaran duiii sabar la ba...

4) Esoknya pg la post gmbar my new born baby d friendster... hehe... pas2 ada la kawan sy ni fon... ceta2 la pasal penglaman keta baru ni... perempuan ba dia ni... dia ckp dia malu ni lepas seminggu baru dia pg buka serial no keta dia d cermin belakang.. dia xperasan ada serial no... ba ketawa la sy ni terbahak2... 3 ari selepas 2 bersemangat la mo cuci keta ni... skali tengok serial no keta sy terpampang di cermin depan... dui bikin MALU!!!... kasi ketawa org naa skali tengok sendiri lg teruk... d dpn2 lg 2 haha...

5) 2 weeks berlalu... skali mlm 2 my housemate kuar umah lebih kurang jam 4 pagi pg jmpa bf dia... pas2 tiba2 dia call, suruh pg tengok keta... dia ckp cermin belakang keta sy pecah... adeiii... lepas pegi sahkan kebenaran kejadian tu trus pg sambung tido... ternganga sj housemate sy tengok reaksi sy... mcm teda ja haha.. posa ba time 2... sempat lg call en.zul sebelum tido... rupanya cermin 2 teda warranty or insurans... kn apply separate insurans utk cermin... melayang lagi duit... nasib baik pakcik rina ada buka workshop... dpt la diskaun 50%.. hehe...

6) 3 days sebelum kejadian 2 keta kena hentam gate plak... time 2 angin kuat... bang!!! habis plat no pecah... ptg 2 jg pg tukar baru...

7) sehari lepas buat cermin keta sy pg release tension pg rumah kwn sy... 2nd time pg penang dgn jojo. tp 1st time bawa sorg2... sy ni pelupa ckit bab2 jalan2 ni... xingat plak rumah kwn sy 2... cari punya cari hari pun makin gelap... sdh la rabun, spek pun teda... so driving pun semakin slow... sambil cakap di telefon lg 2 cari2 rumah... skali smpi la 1 simpang... kecik ni simpang dia... sy pun bhenti la... ada keta wira jg dari depan mo masuk simpang sebelah sy kot. xpasti sbb dia x bagi signal... dia bhenti pas2 kasi signal tangan dia suruh sy jalan dulu... jalan la ni kunun. skali sy jalan trus dia pun jalan... banggg!!! naa melekat trus keta kami 2... apa lg uncle india 2... trus pg serang sy ni... sy blur2... 1st time kan accident... sigh~~~~

To Be Continued.... XoXo

W.O.R.K 6 (New Life Begin....)

Yesterday was a very busy day... maklumlah mo bercuti panjang next week... that's why my senior balun me berabis buat keja ni... penat berfikir... who said keja duduk dlm aircond senang? lagi tension o dari jadi site supervisor... ari2 menghadap komputer sambil di intai oleh sang 'boss'.. ada cctv ba ni di ofis... tapi lucky me, my monitor bertentangan dgn cctv... so all i have to do is pretending i was doing something... amik drawing, tengok drawing ckit, pas2 type ckit2 like it betul2 bt keja haha!! I am a good worker... curi masa bekerja ni pun sbb smua keja sdh siap... plus my senior pg site so buat sementara waktu, teda la keja...

Dekat setahun sdh keja d sini... Seminggu sebelum keja sini, sy pg interview... then petang 2 jg drg suruh sign agreement... waa lega dapat keja baru... kalau tangguh sebulan lagi xbayar keta ni sure kena tarik bank...

2 February 2009
Sy pg report duty... Gaji sini starting rendah dari gaji lama... rendah pun rendah la asalkan dapat... daripada gaji tinggi tp xdapat sama jg kan? mula2 kena suruh baca ISO... dulu ada belajar tapi sudah lupa... pny la mengantuk time 2... sudah la masih chinese new year mood... lagu tong tong chiang sj d ofis... tp mcm langkah kanan btl masuk d company 2 time 2... 2.2.2009... Banyak btl org bagi angpau haha... company cina kan... nasib baik jg la kn bagi angpau... ada jg duit makan... mmg tahap kritikal btl kewangan time 2... petang 2 engineer bawa pg site d Alor Setar...

It's been 3 days sudah keja sini but i haven't borak2 lagi dgn org sebelah... disebabkan sy ni pun mmg jarang senyum, drg pun xberani mo tegur... I'm a very punctual person... klu jam 9 start keja, paling lambat sy ada d ofis 8.45... haha... then makan tepat jam 1... balik pun tepat jam 5...

1 ari 2 sy pg lunch dgn member ofis lama.. then she said,"Eh td Mr.Alex n Mr.Martin cari. U better cepat2 hantar surat resign... drg risau 2... Mr.Martin dah cari merata tempat... drg dah nervous sebab ada sorg perempuan kn jumpa mati dalam keta kt Alor Setar"... Baru la teringat sy belum bagi notis apa2 dkt company lama... haha... 3 days sudah keja tempat baru... tengahari 2 juga sy prepare surat resign... tulisan tangan lagi 2... lepas 2 dorg xpernah cari lagi...

Keja tempat baru ni ok la... tp mula2 susah mo adapt... company besar, org pun ramai... i decide not to get too close dengan staf2 di sini... I learned from my mistakes... i was too close dgn my ex-boss dulu sampai mo lari dari company 2 pun tpaksa fikir panjang... sy pernah hantar surat resign sekali dulu but he's not accept my resignation... ngam jg la sy lari dulu baru hantar surat resign haha...

Ada jg la kejadian2 yg sy rasa xmunasabah n masuk akal berlaku d company ni...

1) Ada 1 hari 2, HR manager call sy masuk office dia... sy ingatkan apa la... rupanya dia tegur sy sebab sy susah mo senyum dengan org including her... actually dulu dia cuti panjang... everyone ingatkan dia dah resign... sy plak mmg tidak pernah nampak muka dia... in other words, mmg xkenal dia la... org baru kan... so ada skali 2 sy terserempak dengan dia, sy senyum la tp dia buat muka serius n go... so, if someone do that 2 u, will u smile at her lain kali? taik kucing la mo senyum lagi... sudah la personally sy ni mmg jarang senyum, tambah lagi org buat mcm 2... tambah la masam 2 muka haha... she said, whenever she look at me, dia rasa tension sangat2... amboi3... speak 2 d mirror la lady...

2) Once again dia buat hal... satu ari 2 dia call sy suruh pg parking keta bagus2... i was thinking, sy parking tkeluar garisan ka td pg? so, sy pun turun la pegi tengok parking sy... eh, nothing wrong pun... dalam kotak jg... d receptionist finally bagitau sy, perempuan 2 mau parking betul2 d tengah2 kotak 2... depan n belakang garisan kotak parking mesti sama jarak, kiri n kanan kotak parking pun mesti sama jarak... dui... lucu pun ada, geram pun ada... if keta dia d depan or d belakang keta sy maybe boleh consider lagi la kan... maybe menghalang laluan dia kan... ni tidak, keta dia punya la jauh 2 saaaaaaaaaaana seberang jalan... Smpi hari ni masih terfikir lagi "Dia teda keja lain ka? ini ka keja HR??" adoiii....

3) Ada sorg kerani ni... kira assistant si perempuan jahat 2 la... i dunno la why mood dia slalu berubah... setiap pagi i will be d 1st person yg tercengat dpn ofis menunggu grill kena buka... i don't have keys... so kena tggu la siapa yg datang awal yg ada keys.... slalunya either c engineer 2 or clerk 2 yg buka... kalau clerk 2 yg buka, sy tlg la angkat grill 2 jg... perempuan ba 2... hehe... skali ada 1 ari 2, dia cepat2 buka grill n pintu... then she lock the door back sy tengah berlari2 dari keta ni trus tercengat tengah2 jalan tengok perangai dia... apakah? sy rasa sy xbersalah pun =(... pastu tekan2 loceng minta buka pintu, dia x buka huhu... kesiannya sy... berpeluh2 kn matahari menunggu staf yg lain datang...

2 la org cakap, "For Everything u have missed, u have gained something else. And for everything u gain, u lose something else"...


I LOVE MYSELF... XoXo

W.O.R.K 5 (Finally, someone hire me!!) - Part 2

Bah continue...

So, bermulalah hidup yg sangat boring... banyak btl perkara malang yg berlaku since then...

1) Disebabkan sy permanently kn duduk d ofis, sy terpaksa jalan kaki pegi keja... mula2 takut jg... anything can happen ba dalam 45 minit 2... sudahlah semenanjung ni banyak peragut... so i decide ikut jalan belakang... tempat org slalu berjogging pagi2... tp banyak monyet... ada skali 2 sy kn kejar monyet... memang teriak gila2 la... nasib baik ada sorg datuk cina lalu... dia tlg halau monyet 2... i remember that time, 8.05a.m... so esoknya sy dtg awal ckit... time dorg blum kuar sarang... haha... (sampai hafal time 2 monyet2 kuar n masuk sarang)...

2) Sebab mo mengelak ni monyet2 kurang ajar ni la tpaksa bangun pagi awal ckit... jalan kaki pun time 2 masih ada kabus2 (mcm jalan kampung jg ba jln blakang ni)... skali ada 1 ari 2 time tgh bjalan d area sunyi sikit ada 1 mercedes hijau lalu... dia bhenti la ni... trus kasi turun tingkap dia... dia tanya sy pg mn... maybe he thought sy ni indon kali... I don't answer him... tkt dia ingat sy ni bukan2 plak... pas2 tiba2 dia ikut sy.. adeh pny la nervous time 2? dia paksa2 sy masuk dlm keta dia... sy apa lg... trus amik fon, pura2 dail no org... buat2 muka marah sambil cakap sendiri2 dlm fon (maka teda pun sapa2).. org 2 pun lari... after that pg la ceta ngn rina pasal kejadian 2... dia pun tkejut jg sy berani lalu kawasan 2... she said tpt 2 banyak prostitute ba... perempuan2 indon... no wonder la org 2 ikut sy... mesti dia ingat sy ni 1 of them jg... cis... lepas dari hari 2 tidak berani lg ikut jalan 2... huhu... F.O.B.I.A...

3) Almost 3 months suda tinggal d rumah my boss's niece 2... ada jg la dia balik sekali sekala... kadang2 both of us kuar makan... she's a widow rupanya... mula2 mmg nice la dia... masuk bulan ke-3 mula suda dia tanya2 bila sy mo pindah... sy pun rasa kurang selesa... time 2 sedih la jg... i mean, how do u feel if ko bg kepercayaan dgn ur friend yg dia akan bg tpt tgl, then bila pg sana menumpang rumah org plak.. then tuan rumah 2 plak balik2 tanya bila mo pindah... klu sy ada transport time 2 mmg sy pg cari rumah sewa sendiri... ni terpaksa bergantung dgn my boss... sy suruh la my boss ni cari rumah sewa tp slalu sj tangguh2... what can i do? mo mengadu dgn my parents tp takut drg risau... mo mengadu dgn kawan pun xtau siapa... bf pun tiada... luckily sy ada kakak angkat time 2... pg la mengadu dgn dia... EVERYTHING... tp dia jauh... d sabah... apa la yg dia bleh buat kan? sy pun sabar sj la... sbb xmau alone, sy salin semua msg2 dlm hp pg buku... time sy alone or teda org msg sy, sy pg baca balik msg2 2 sambil membayangkan sy tengah communicating with someone (nasib x gila haha!!)

4) Disebabkan sy tidak juga pindah2 akhirnya niece boss sy 2 bg alasan mo pecahkan bilik sy utk tambah toilet... so i have no choice... i have to move as soon as possible... what do i do? sy pg KL... pg tpt my BFF... ngam2 time raya time 2... luckily dia x balik raya... sy temankan dia beraya d KL la... 5 days jg la sy cuti time 2... mo kasi ilang tension... i told my boss, if sudah dpt rumah sewa baru sy balik (huh! marah sudah time 2)... time cuti 2 btl2 rasa free... so, hari ke 5 2 my boss call me suruh balik... he said tgl d rumah dia dulu... then sy pun amik bas balik kedah... on the way balik kedah (d perak suda time 2), tiba2 dia call ckp tgl hotel dulu la... bini dia x benarkan sy tumpang d rumah drg.... adei btl2 rasa terbuang... sedihhh btl time 2... sudah la bas 2 berhenti smpi butterworth sj... mcm mn mo amik bas sudah jam 12 mlm ni??? tambah la lagi sedih... banyak indon lg dkt bus station 2... nasib baik Kumar belum tido... dia datang dari kedah pg butterworth amik sy... mmg sgt2 bersyukur tul dia datang time 2... sampai SP, tiba2 my boss said balik rumah niece dia 2 sj la mlm 2... dengan menebalkan muka xtau berapa inci sudah tebal ni pg la rumah niece dia 2...

5) Akhirnya boss sy dapat rumah... rumah niece dia lagi!!! tapi niece dia ni x tgl d rumah 2 lagi... she'll move after 2 months pg KL... so terpaksa tgl dgn org lg... menipu ba boss sy 2... ckp dia xbalik tp datang jg... banyak btl peraturan niece dia 2... siap ceramah2 lg... tension tul... tahan sj la... but after 3 months mcm 2 pindah jg la perempuan 2... skarang masalah sewa plak... masuk company ni, gaji masuk btl2 x tetap... tengah2 bulan masuk pun pernah... sampai tuan rumah marah2... adei malu btl... pernah lagi kena ugut mo kasi mangga 2 gate rumah... adeiiii...

6) Gaji masuk x tetap masih boleh tahan lagi... masuk 10bulan keja sana... company ni mula ada tanda2 mo bangkrap... gaji x bayar... balik2 advance... xtau bila dapat gaji... time 2 sy sudah beli keta lagi... RM450 sebulan melayang... time 2 pula la drg xdapat byr gaji... but sy consider jg la sbb sygkan company 2... masuk bulan ke 2 teda gaji... then bulan ke3... then bulan ke4... then bulan ke5... apa cerita ni???? panas sudah hati... last2 pg cari keja lain....

sampai hari ni gaji sy masih tertunggak belum bayar.... bygkan they still owe me 8000... but dengan menutup mata, telinga dan hati, relakan sj la duit 2 burn... sigh~~~~


I LOVE COMMUNICATION... XoXo

W.O.R.K 5 (Finally, someone hire me!!) - Part 1

Dlm pertengahan July, my friend call me... urg semenanjung ba dia ni... "Mohd.Mawardi Bin Abdul Majid" thanks 2 u la... he call me 2 join 1 of his sub-con's company.. as a QS... memang berbelah bahagi time 2... sebab mmg mo keja sangat2 tapi 2 la time sy mo tinggal dekat ngn family, takkan mo pg jauh lagi... di Kedah lagi 2... jauhnya... I said to him, "bg ms utk sy fikir dulu" and he said,"nak fikir ape lg... xkan nk ddk kt sabah xde keja"... mmg desperately mo workers la kali durg time 2... 1 week jg la sy fikir time 2... tengah buat kad kahwin lagi 2... my sis punya wedding ba next month... if i go there, means i will miss her wedding day... but if sy tolak, bila lg chance mcm ni mo datang... i've been waiting for 6 months already... =(... my dad ckp xpyh pegi... my mum pun ckp xpyh pegi... tp sy ni jenis buat keputusan last minute... n people mmg xdpt ubah keputusan sy sbb "SAYA SANGAT KERAS KEPALA"... haha...

It's 25th July, I call my friend...
Me : I'm Coming
Him : When?
Me : 01 August 2007
Him : Ok.. i will fetch u... c u then...
Me : C u..

26th July...
sy bagitau family sy yg sy sdh buat keputusan mo keja sana... My dad diam jak... i knew dia tau mcm mn feeling sy after grade... he been there for me whenever i need him... patiently... mmg dia tau sy sangat2 frust time 2 wpun sy xpernah express sikit pun kekecewaan 2 sm family sy... pas2 dia ckp perlahan, "jadi ko ter'miss' la kawin c icil ni?"... then i said, "kalau ada cuti, balik la sy nanti"...

01 August 2007
My mum n my dad hantar pg airport... sedihhh... tinggalkan org tua lagi... since 18 xpernah pun tinggal dgn family lama sikit... but i have 2... jam 10a.m mcm 2 sy sampai penang... i was soo nervous... sampai terfikir mo balik sabah... rasa menyesal pun ada time 2... berdebar2... my boss n my friend fetch me... naik mercedes baru lagi time 2... hehe... so, my boss is indian... but he married with org jawa so he is muslim... macam2 la dia tanya dlm keta... he's nice... sangat2 baik... until now, sy masih rasa terhutang budi dgn dia..

1st day keja mmg sangat penat... kena bawa keliling penang dulu... tengok2 site, then pg site d kedah plak... then petang 2 baru drg discuss d mana tpt tinggal sy... dalam hati sy "wat??? blum ada tpt tinggal???" (sebelum 2 my friend said sudah ada tpt tgl. Transport pun xpayah risau sebab ada org amik)... petang sudah time 2... my boss said sy tinggal dengan anak buah dia... tp anak buah dia x slalu ada di rumah... she's a teacher... tpt skolah kawasan kampung... kadang2 dia prefer tidur di asrama mo jimat duit minyak keta... so sy pun ok sj la... lg pun she looks nice...

1st day sy alone di rumah... I call my parents sudah selamat sampai... bagitau di mana sy tinggal... dorg pun lega... mlm 2 mmg xdapat tido... homesick... menangis lagi sorg2... bukan sebab homesick 100%... sebab A.L.O.N.E... tell me about loneliness, i understand that words very well more than anyone in this world huhu... Rasa mo balik sabah sj but i keep telling myself to be strong... i have to... so bermula la hidup sy yg saaaaangat boring di sini... i'm d only girl at site dat time... the company was sooo damn new... kiranya sy ni pioneer la jg time 2... ada 1 supervisor, 1 project manager, me as a QS, 2 part time supervisors (My boss's son Adam n his friend Kumar) and 1 Accountant (My boss's bro)... we have no office... ada pun site office sj...

Slowly2 sy pun get along dgn drg... lagipun smua masih muda2 so channel pun masih sama lagi hehe... hari berganti hari, rasa makin seronok plak keja and i hate balik rumah... pkl 8 pagi pg keja... pkl 12mlm balik rumah... lepak2 dengan my supervisor n Adam d kedai mamak baru balik... W.E.E.K.E.N.D paling membosankan... time 2 klu my supervisor dtg site, mesti minta dia amik sy juga... klu x, di rumah sj la... 3 bulan keja di sini, sy belum jejakkan kaki pg shopping complex lg... akhirnya sampai 1 tahap mmg xboleh tahan sudah, i decide pg naik bas, berhenti dpn shopping complex... minta ajar Adam la naik bas... pas2 sorg2 la merayau dalam shopping comlplex 2... banyak ba duit time 2... gaji cash, buruk btl... disebabkan sy xtau pg bank mcm mn, all d money sy simpan di bawah bantal... haha!! kaya eh... lepas tau jalan p shopping complex, pandai sudah p shopping2 hehe...

As time goes by, company ni pun mula la develop sikit2... my boss sudah dapat sewa 1 office... we all sangat excited... dia amik sorg receptionist... Rina... naa ada sudah kwn perempuan sy d ofis... time 2 sy sgt rapat dgn my supervisor... sampai my boss fikir bukan2... my boss n his bro mo kasi pisah kami 2... i will be permenantly d office... my supervisor dilarang pg office... time 2 sy sgt2 sedih... teda org mo fetch sy dari rumah pg office lg... sy terpaksa jalan kaki pg keja... it's damn scary... jauh ba 2... 45minit jg dari rumah... menangis sj la tiap2 malam... sudahla alone di rumah, d office pun alone... Rina pun slalu escape... mmg sedih sgt2...


TO BE CONTINUED...

W.O.R.K 4 (Me working as a clerk)

F.R.U.S.T!! 2 la words yg dpt describe my feelings lepas graduate dr U... hampir 2 months di rumah doing nothing... kesian my dad balik2 hantar pg interview tp 1 pun xdapat... frust tul dgn contractor2 d sabah time 2... kalau alasan based on my zero experience masih boleh diterima lagi... ni, sebab sy 'perempuan'... Come on la... blum try blum tau ba... maybe salah sy jg time 2 pakai skirt pg interview... sigh~~~...

Bila sy tanya kawan2 yg lain, smua pun suda start keja.. bertambah la tekanan ni kunun... sudah la sy ni jenis x duduk diam d rumah... my mum slalu pujuk supaya sabar... heiii... 2 la perangai buruk sy... 'kurang sabar'... my x-bf time 2 pun slalu ja menghilangkan diri, no call, no sms... sbb terlalu tension time 2, i decide 2 end up my relationship with him... everytime i need him tpt utk mengadu mesti dia teda... 5yrs relationship end up mcm 2 sj... syg jg tp mmg xboleh tahan sudah... bukan 2 sj prob actually... gila la jg klu psl 2 sj mo break... yg 2 ceta lain kali ja la...

Dipendekkan ceta, my cousin keja d satu kilang ni... kilang kayu... dia recommend sy keja jadi kerani di sana... disebabkan dia supervisor di kilang 2, dengan automatik sy kn terima keja di sana... jumpa kawan baru lagi... 1st time bergaul dengan org2 bongawan... smua pun cakap bahasa brunei... mati la juga... banyak jg salah faham mula2 hahaha.. kalau ingat balik, aduiii lucuuuu...

Iklan jap...

Ada la kawan seblah ni bercerita pasal wife sorg pkeja... dia ckp la dlm bahasa brunei... dulu wife laki 2 slim... lepas kawin sudah 'lampung' (or lampuh la mcm 2 lupa2 ingat suda) ... automatically dalam kepala terbayang mentol lampu, i mean bentuk lampu 2 ba... skali ketawa la sy ni terbahak2 x henti2.. dorg pun ketawa jg la tp dorg xtau pun apa dlm otak sy.. lepas ketawa suda reda baru la sy ckp... "ish, ko ni asmah, betul ka badan dia macam mentol lampu 2..." dui... dorg apa lagi ketawa mcm mo mampus sampai sakit perut... sy blur2... adei rupanya maksud pkataan 2 maksudnya gemuk... cis!! haha...

Pas2 ada lagi 1... dorg dlm ofis ni ada yg ber'cousin', so ada la nama2 kampung or gelaran macam 2... ada la sekali ni kami ceta2 pasal nama kampung... skali c asmah ni ketawa bagitau nama c dayang yg ddk d seblah sy lg 2 kn gelar c 'dagung'... tp time 2 teda apa yg berlaku... skali ada 1 time 2 tiba2 sj sy mo panggil c dyg c dagung... trus drg c asmah ketawa lagi... adeiii, dlm hati sy mesti ada lagi la ni... rupanya dagung 2 panggilan utk org berdahi luas... ngam2 c dyg dahi luas ba... haha... kesian dia... minta sorry dgn dia tp dia senyum2 sj... haha.. baik ba c dayang... rindu tul sm dia...

Iklan Abis...

Disebabkan my cousin mo berhenti, so sy pun berhenti la jg... teda transport... jauh ba 2 d kampung2... my dad pun balik2 outstation... teda lesen keta lg time 2... keta ampai2 d rumah jd hiasan...

Ingat balik apa yg sy belajar time keja d sana mmg berguna jg... kadang2 kita rasa kita sudah di atas and we don't remember yg di bawah pun ada beautiful life... nah apa sy cakap ni? i mean, when i graduated, i always aim for keja yg bagus2, yg tinggi2... sampai bila sy dapat keja kerani, im still frustrated... rasa macam with my degree i suppose dapat keja lebih baik dr kerani... but, everything happens for a reason... dapat kawan banyak... dapat blajar bahasa brunei... dapat experience belajar excel haha... plus, ada gaji... daripada duduk d rumah sj, bagus keja kerani yg bergaji hehhe...

2 months sj keja sana so x banyak cerita yg dpt share... but still, "Beautiful Memory" dalam hidup sy... =)


I LOVE BEAUTIFUL MEMORIES... XoXo

W.O.R.K 3 (Me as a 'Minah Kilang')

OMG, punya boring ni ari... kerja sudah habis kemarin so, hari ni xtau mo buat apa... pg tulis2 file kasi cantik2, pura2 buat keja time senior tengok... dei rasa terseksa tul... luckily ari ni half day jak...

Duduk2 free2 mcm ni tiba2 terasa pula macam keja kilang dulu haha... who said keja kilang susah? punya main senang tu... sampai mengantuk2 duduk... It's all begin time kami cuti semester 3 bulan... I have i friend, i mean BFF yg memang suka adventure mcm sy... we both bercadang mo travel pg Penang... both of us baru 1st time pg KL malam2 time 2... dari JB - KL... sampai KL malam sudah... disebabkan kami sangat 'kedekut' mo mampus, kami spend the night d puduraya... siap ada bawa bantal busuk lg haha!!...

Paginya, kami amik bas pegi penang... about 5 hours macam 2 la baru sampai butterworth... lepas 2 amik bas lagi pg pulau... then my BFF's cuz amik... berjoli la kami d penang time 2... about 1 month la mcm 2 spend masa d sana... kasi abis duit PTPTN haha... lepas abis duit baru gabra... mo minta duit dari parents, malu... terfikir la mo cari keja... kebetulan ada 1 kilang ni buat open intvw... kami pg la mencuba nasib haha... terfikir jg mcm mn la intvw utk org keja kilang ni haha... rupanya kena test ko ni buta warna ka x or rabun ka x... punya senang... trus lagi kena terima 2... kan bagus klu cari keja QS mcm 2... senang2 mo dapat... trus kn suruh masuk keja hari isnin haha...

Banyak jg student amik part time ms 2... kebanyakan budak2 USM la... sempat lagi berkenal2an... dat's y la i told u sy ni banyak kawan... scatter here and there haha... disebabkan kami kenal dengan 1 of the boss there, kami special ckit la dari urg lain... kn bw p keja pakai Unser... pastu balik pun kn hantar... disebabkan teringin naik bas kilang kaler biru 2, lepas stengah bulan, kami ckp dgn bos 2 kami mo naik bas haha... sot kan....

Lawak pun ada keja kilang ni... tengok perangai org macam2... ada sorg pelajar USM 2 tinggi, perempuan... dia ckp mo bagi berat badan dia 40kg sj... so, dia x makan nasi... mmg kurusssssss!!! btl2 aneroxia la dia 2... skali ada 1 kali 2 pingsan haha!!! adeii... sanggup ba nda makan nasi...

keja kilang mmg xnampak matahari la... lepas kuar ja keja kilang, kulit mmg putih melepak haha... apa x, pagi2 jam 6 lagi sebelum matahari terbit suda pg keja... sambung tido dalam keta lagi... makan tengahari dalam kantin kilang... pastu balik malam sudah... jam 8 mcm 2.. deiii mmg la xkena matahari..

Keja kilang ni mcm best sj mula2... rilek, duduk b'aircond, gaji besar... skali seminggu sj sudah boring.. adei, garang lg supervisor dia 2... ada skali mula2 kn atur tpt duduk, 2 supervisor pg marah sy tiba2... ingatkan kenapa la, dia marah sy tukar tempat duduk... heran jg mula2, tukar tpt duduk apa ni... skali tengok dia salah org... dia ingatkan sy ni adalah BFF sy 2... kebetulan kami pakai baju yg hampir sama ari 2... muka pun hampir sama... dei, free2 kn marah haha... tp last2 dia minta sorry jg la... sepanjang 1 bulan d situ, org masih xboleh bezakan kami 2, maka muka kami mmg jauh berbeza... plus, dia rendah n kecik... haha...

Banyak btl andartu dalam kilang 2... maybe sebab keja kilang 2 yg buat dorg payah dapat jodoh 2... bayangkan keja dari subuh sampai malam... balik pun penat2 mana ada masa pg cari jantan lg haha!!... actually keja sy time 2 buat MP3 player... tau apa tugas sy? pg testing MP3 player 2 hidup ka x... itu sj!! kawan sy lagi la syok... dgr MP3 hahahhaa... tengok ada lagu ka x dalam MP3 2... adeii... gaji pun banyak time 2... kami keja dalam 1bulan stengah dapt lebih kurang 1200 sebulan... kira banyak la ba time 2 sebab keja senang... duduk lg 2... b'aircond lg 2...

Duit gaji kerja kilang 2 la 1st time dlm hidup sy beli tiket flight sendiri... balik sabah... habiskan half month lagi cuti d sabah... sedih jg tinggalkan kilang 2... apa x, kami 2 sj budak sabah swak... kecoh lg 2... pg mana2 org suka btl tengok kami 2 kuang4... tlampau comel kan hahahhaha... nda ba... maybe kami macam kembar kot.. tiap2 ari accidentally tersama baju... kami 2 sudahla banyak baju kaler yg sama (Merah)... mmg best la time 2... pernah jg kami plan mo dtg balik keja sana time cuti sem akan dtg tp dtg jak cuti sem mesti ada halangan (travel tpt baru Haha!!)...

Before balik sabah ada jg minta no phone kawan2... lama jg b'contact'... smpi abis study...lepas abis study sy tukar no phone (Mslh line)...malas mo bagitau no baru... teda kdt dat time... lost contact suda skarang =(...

so, d moral of the story are (kunun.. mesti ada jg ba haha!!)
1) Jangan takut cuba benda2 baru walaupun org pandang serong or rasa keja 2 macam lawak... contohnya, kasi ketawa kalau ada bas kilang or buat lawak dgn org2 indon dalam bas 2... b4 keja kilang kami mcm 2 la... slalu mengejek bas kilang... but bila kita rasa d tempat durg, kita nda kesah pun apa urg fikir... haha... jan ingat bas kilang 2 sengkek, buruk... uinaa ada aircond lg 2... haha... life is too short, gunakan la every single minute dgn benda2 baru... lps 2, u will understand how interesting life really is...

2) Cari la kawan merata2 tempat semampu yg boleh... (Nasihat utk kaki jalan)... so when u tiba2 mo travel p mana2, boleh la calling2 kawan lama pg lepak2 (psssttt, tumpang tdo d rumah ka, jimat duit hotel)... friend's r everywhere...

3) Jangan Joli2 sampai teda duit... hahah!!

4) When we spend our own money, we will appreciate d money more... spend duit PTPTN xtau beli apa... melayang mcm 2 sj... tp spend duit sendiri, mmg plan berabis...hasil titik peluh ba 2... 1sen pun sy x sia2kan duit 2 time 2... haha!!

5) Kalau keja kilang, jangan amik OT banyak sangat, nnt teda life... mmg duit penting mo hidup... tp klu keja keja n keja sampai teda masa cari pasangan hidup or spend time with family or pg lepak ngn kawan, life's empty... plain n boring... mcm 2 andartu d department buat camera... cepat marah... sikit2 marah... lambat ckit marah... salah ckit marah... fobia trus pg dept 2...


I LOVE MY JOB... XoXo

W.O.R.K 2 (Me working in 'Pusat Judi')

After SPM, sy further study d Labuan... Matriculation College of Labuan... That was my 1st experience berjauhan dgn family... mula2 i feel weird, homesick and uncomfortable tgl d hostel... I spent 1 year d sana and i have a lot of friends... keciknya labuan 2 tp kami xpenah boring2 pg outing... tiap2 minggu pg tpt yg sama... Lepas Superstore, pg UK, lps UK pg Labuan supermarket... 2 ja tiap2 minggu...

Lepas abis Matrix, i spent my time at home... i feel so lonely... no friends, no outing, no stay up at night... it's just empty... sigh~~... after 2 weeks doing nothing at home, i decide to follow my childhood friend pg kolombong cari keja... hehe... live with my ex-bf's family... kebetulan plak member ni my ex-bf's cousin... 1st cari d inanam... dpt keja CC... but that place look scary... sempat keja half day, lunch time lari trus... adeii (me-just doing that bad attitude again)...

So dipendekkan ceta, my ex-mentua ni ada kakak keja di pusat judi... she recommend both of us keja sana... we both go intvw then dapat keja 2... sexy eh baju... 1st time pakai baru bare back haha!! bila ingat balik, i always questioned myself, what makes me so desperate looking for job at that time? sampai keja d pusat judi pun on jak haha!! if my parents tau la pasal ni, mesti drg mendidih punya laaa... haha!!

I learned different things everyday... in work or in life... lucky me cepat pick up.. dari waitress, trus jadi cashier... there are 2 different views jadi waitress and cashier... when i was a waitress, my job is to take money from d gambler... I hold a stack of money... paling kurang pun 1000.00... I realize how unfair life is... ada org pegang duit beribu2 but they wasted it... ada org yg trying to death mo hidup, sampai mengemis but nobody care...

Tidak tanya ka sepa gambler setia d sana? hehe... banyaaaakkk datuk2 tau... yg kita tgk di tv, sy suda nampak depan mata... but let's kasi private la nama durg k... have u heard a quote "don't judge a book by it's cover"? well, quote 2 mmg sgt2 true... how many people can accept org yg keja d pusat judi? what's the 1st thing in your mind when someone told u they worked in 'pusat judi'? and what's the 1st impression to someone like 'Datuk'?... berbeza kan? honestly, dulu pun sy mcm 2... pandang serong dgn org... But this work really menninggalkan kesan dgn sy...

Macam2 terjadi time 2... ada datuk yg xdpt terima kenyataan sudah kalah sampai bergaduh dgn my boss... ada yg molest my colleague... ada kes duit palsu... mmg la ada jg yg getek2 ni, tp most of them mmg sbb survival... kesian oo tengok my colleague yg kn molested... sampai fobia dgn datuk 2... ada datuk yg sangat2 kejam... bawa maid, tukang kebun n driver dia pg sana, pas2 paksa durg minum arak la, suruh drg makan benda yg drg x mo makan... sakitnya hati tengok perangai org mcm 2...

After jadi cashier, i don't have to stand up anymore... plus, sy ddk dlm 1 glass room... so sy selamat dari bahaya.. haha... but, bahaya dia dari segi lain plak... it's money... paling kurang duit bleh short 1000... bygkan kalau short money... kn ganti pakai gaji... gaji pun sikit, nda sampai 1000... people used to love money including me, tapi i love 'my money' not 'people's money'... takut plak pegang duit beribu2... mcm ni ka perasaan org yg keja d bank aa? haha!!

As i sit dlm room 2, sy terfikir... Money oh Money, sometimes money boleh jadi benda yg sangat penting, n sometimes people just wasted it like old newspaper... throwing here and there... we might need money in our life but let us control it... do not let the money control our lives... why? nanti jadi mcm datuk2 2... jadi gila sebab money... lose their heart to love and lose their mind to think... kesian kan? i mean, what u call a person who have a heart but failed to love, they have an awesome brain but can't think smarter than a dog, they have eyes but they already blinded by money... They are just 'pathetic'...


I LOVE SHARING... XoXo

W.O.R.K 1 (Me working as a shopkeeper)

I'm 25 yrs old this year... as i grew older, rasa masa semakin cepat berlalu... i still remember when i was 13... i always wanna look matured... people always said i look younger than my little sister... kecik, semua pun kecik... mata kecik, badan kecik, kaki kecik... so, when my mum bring me pg beli baju, i always pick t-shirt besar2... my lil sis always buli2 sy because she's bigger than me... n another thing yg paling annoyed me at that time, I always berbaris paling depan time perhimpunan... huhu... maybe sebab banyak penyakit time kecik2 dulu so tumbesaran lambat sikit haha...

After abis SPM, i decide to find a job... boring2 ba plus i wanna look matured... unfortunately, no one mo amik sy bekerja... they said sy ni masih kids lagi... mcm looks under age haha... sampai my mum kesian with me... dipendekkan ceta, my mum akhirnya jumpa kwn lama dia... then, kwn dia 2 amik la sy bkerja... as a shopkeeper...

I thought bekerja ni something fun... 1st day, i was tired but i was happy because i met a new friend... 2nd day, the boss start suda suruh2 itu ini, 3rd day i was exhausted, 4th day lelaki tua yg jual beras di sebelah kedai ni start mo pg mengurat2... bujang lapuk... 5th day, i was annoying with my boss and his friend... 6th day boringgggg... 7th day till the end of month suda x tahan... after i take my salary, trus chow... without informing my boss...

My mum was really upset with my bad attitude... selepas kejadian tu, sy x mo lagi lalu depan kedai 2... takut 2 bos pg marah sy and i feel very2 bad... haha!!

so, the moral of the story is enjoy your life as a kids... don't deny it because we will get older and older, the time will never give us a chance to rewind something we not satisfied... I'm working now and i'm bored being a working woman... how i wish to return back masa sy masih berlari2 d rumah kawan2 main lompat getah... haha...

2nd is, when u do something bad to people, maybe u can escape them but u will always feel the guilty inside your heart... and i just limitkan kawasan mansau2 sy d Papar... sudahlah Papar 2 kecik... cis!!! haha...

Ada lg ka moral aa? well, leave a cmmt then... haha!!

I LOVE MY CHILDHOOD... XoXo...

U,N.D.E.R.S.T.A.N.D

I suppose to write something about woman last night... but halfway ja suda sleepy... pegi lunch dgn my boyfriend just now... we used to be a happy couple... ada ja benda mo d bla bla bla bla... yesterday kami pg menghabiskan masa d shopping complex... lps 1 shopping complex, pindah lg p shopping complex d sebelah... then i said "penattttt!!!" sambil take off my shoes... he laughed n said, "1st time dgr ny ckp penat bjalan"... i used to seksa dia dulu pg window shopping... muka dia, OMG mmg muka yg keboringan tahap dewa... tp semalam pny bsemangat dia jalan... pastu siap plan lagi ari ni lepas keja mo p mana... he said "today kita pg CS ngn Billion, esok kita pg Tesco ngn G-Mart..." duiii mati la sy... haha!!!..

My boyfriend always get confused about what i want... jangankan dia, sy sendiri yg perempuan ni pun nda paham apa yg sy mo... he said, dia susah mo faham sy... and mcm biasa, i don't take it seriously... kadang2 jadi joke plak... contohnya (perkara yg benar2 berlaku):

1) Sy ambil masa yg lama choosing the right dress bila mo keluar

Me : Hunny, ok ka dress ni?
Him : OK.. jom jalan..
Me : Nope, i think i look fat...
Him : No la... ok apa...
Me : wait wait... mo tkr baju...
Him : sigh~~~ mcm "dejavu" oo
Me : Yaka??
Him : Yup.. rasa mcm sudah terjadi oo ni situation... exactly sama mcm ni...
Me : Yakaaaa???
Him : Yup... eh no la, mmg kmarin ko mcm ni jg... kemarin kemarin pun mcm ni, esok pun mcm ni jg kot... silap, bukan dejavu rupanya... real life plak...

Haha... kurang asam kan?? hahhaa!!! well i always want to look good dpn dia... klu dia teda sy serabai ja... he said, he don't care tp sy care haha...

2) I will ask him for opinion tp biasanya tidak ikut pun haha!!

Me : Ny, Black dress or Green 1?
Him : Balik2 hijau, hitam la...
Me : Namo la... mo beli hijau juga...
Him : Naa tadi tanya urg...
Me : Haha!!!
Him : (Geleng kepala...)

3) I always believe in my friends 1st, baru dia... haha!!!

Banyak lagi actually tapi i'm running out of time mo type semua... lepas ni bila dia balik swak mesti sy akan ingat ceta "dejavu" tu time mo keluar p mana2...

Most people mau couple durg understand apa yg drg mo... and i think d process utk c lelaki 2 memahami c perempuan mmg special and beautiful... kita akan ingat sampai bila2... hihi...


LOVE MY OTHER HALF... XoXo

F.R.I.E.N.D.S

Hi all, It's kinda busy today... i can't even update my status in my facebook... ada jg la 1... "busy mode" hehe... i suppose to draft something for my blog last night tp tiba2 teda idea... maka petang kmarin bukan main membuak2 lagi idea di kepala... ok... let's get started.. who u consider as ur bestfriend? the one who always by ur side and help u whenever u're in trouble or d one who far from u but always in ur heart? when ppl ask me this question, i will answer both... i have a lot of friends.. all over Malaysia... scatter here and there haha!!... i've been travel a lot since i was 18... that's y banyak kawan hehe...

I used to be a quiet girl since i was born... and i only have 1 friend at that time... My mum... haha... masuk tadika and secondary school is a torture for me... i don't speak to anyone... not even to my teacher... smpi teacher marah2 pun masih jg x mo kasi kuar suara emas... all of my classmates pernah berkerumun in front of me... they want me to say something... tp x juga bercakap... haha... it's funny.... yet miserable... time goes by, everyone pun sudah boring tggu sy bcakap... but there's 1 girl always ask me questions... she never stop wpun x dilayan... dia ddk di sebelah sy... pg canteen sama2... we became friend with no words dari mulut haha!!... one day i decide 2 talk to her... she wants me to repeat after her... she said "A"... and slowly sy pun bisik di telinga dia "A"... she jumping up and down... she laughing and smiling... i saw the joy in her face... i smiled at her...

We became friends since then... dia bw pegi bgaul dgn kawan2 yg lain... banyak kawan time 2... i was very happy... i was very lucky that i met her... bygkan klu time 2 dia teda... sy masih alone... trying very hard to build my confidence...

Today, i was far away from my friends... I've met a new friends but i still cannot get along with them... "tidak sama channel ba urg bilang"... but when i think back, it's not a big deal whether u dekat atau jauh... they still ada dlm hati... n i always consider them as my truly bestfriends... what happened when we became friends but no communication?

Haha... what goes around comes around... sejak ada facebook, sy jumpa banyak kwn baru... hehe... we communicate through internet... but no words... sama la macam sy dulu... but it doesn't matter... i still consider them as my bestfriend... i hope 1 day i can meet them... and see their happy face sambil borak2... Esp. my new friend... Ann... =)

I LOVE MY FRIENDS... XoXo

BEGINNING

Hi All... Last sunday i was reading my friend's blog... n now here i am... giliran sy plak 'memblog' hehe... i'm a beginner n i don't care if nobody read it... i found that this is the best way 2 speak out and share... and maybe org 1st yg baca is "Ann D'Lullaby Angelic" (sy curi pic ko Ann) hehe... (nda malu ni)...

So, do visit my blog... sj jak buang2 masa ba... and if u do like it, leave me a comment... maybe blogger yg suda pro out there ka, bleh la bg tips2 bt blog yg lagi interesting...

(Grinnnn) wait for my 1st blog tomorrow... c ya... muahhh XoXo

I LOVE NEW THINGS... XoXo