After SPM, sy further study d Labuan... Matriculation College of Labuan... That was my 1st experience berjauhan dgn family... mula2 i feel weird, homesick and uncomfortable tgl d hostel... I spent 1 year d sana and i have a lot of friends... keciknya labuan 2 tp kami xpenah boring2 pg outing... tiap2 minggu pg tpt yg sama... Lepas Superstore, pg UK, lps UK pg Labuan supermarket... 2 ja tiap2 minggu...
Lepas abis Matrix, i spent my time at home... i feel so lonely... no friends, no outing, no stay up at night... it's just empty... sigh~~... after 2 weeks doing nothing at home, i decide to follow my childhood friend pg kolombong cari keja... hehe... live with my ex-bf's family... kebetulan plak member ni my ex-bf's cousin... 1st cari d inanam... dpt keja CC... but that place look scary... sempat keja half day, lunch time lari trus... adeii (me-just doing that bad attitude again)...
So dipendekkan ceta, my ex-mentua ni ada kakak keja di pusat judi... she recommend both of us keja sana... we both go intvw then dapat keja 2... sexy eh baju... 1st time pakai baru bare back haha!! bila ingat balik, i always questioned myself, what makes me so desperate looking for job at that time? sampai keja d pusat judi pun on jak haha!! if my parents tau la pasal ni, mesti drg mendidih punya laaa... haha!!
I learned different things everyday... in work or in life... lucky me cepat pick up.. dari waitress, trus jadi cashier... there are 2 different views jadi waitress and cashier... when i was a waitress, my job is to take money from d gambler... I hold a stack of money... paling kurang pun 1000.00... I realize how unfair life is... ada org pegang duit beribu2 but they wasted it... ada org yg trying to death mo hidup, sampai mengemis but nobody care...
Tidak tanya ka sepa gambler setia d sana? hehe... banyaaaakkk datuk2 tau... yg kita tgk di tv, sy suda nampak depan mata... but let's kasi private la nama durg k... have u heard a quote "don't judge a book by it's cover"? well, quote 2 mmg sgt2 true... how many people can accept org yg keja d pusat judi? what's the 1st thing in your mind when someone told u they worked in 'pusat judi'? and what's the 1st impression to someone like 'Datuk'?... berbeza kan? honestly, dulu pun sy mcm 2... pandang serong dgn org... But this work really menninggalkan kesan dgn sy...
Macam2 terjadi time 2... ada datuk yg xdpt terima kenyataan sudah kalah sampai bergaduh dgn my boss... ada yg molest my colleague... ada kes duit palsu... mmg la ada jg yg getek2 ni, tp most of them mmg sbb survival... kesian oo tengok my colleague yg kn molested... sampai fobia dgn datuk 2... ada datuk yg sangat2 kejam... bawa maid, tukang kebun n driver dia pg sana, pas2 paksa durg minum arak la, suruh drg makan benda yg drg x mo makan... sakitnya hati tengok perangai org mcm 2...
After jadi cashier, i don't have to stand up anymore... plus, sy ddk dlm 1 glass room... so sy selamat dari bahaya.. haha... but, bahaya dia dari segi lain plak... it's money... paling kurang duit bleh short 1000... bygkan kalau short money... kn ganti pakai gaji... gaji pun sikit, nda sampai 1000... people used to love money including me, tapi i love 'my money' not 'people's money'... takut plak pegang duit beribu2... mcm ni ka perasaan org yg keja d bank aa? haha!!
As i sit dlm room 2, sy terfikir... Money oh Money, sometimes money boleh jadi benda yg sangat penting, n sometimes people just wasted it like old newspaper... throwing here and there... we might need money in our life but let us control it... do not let the money control our lives... why? nanti jadi mcm datuk2 2... jadi gila sebab money... lose their heart to love and lose their mind to think... kesian kan? i mean, what u call a person who have a heart but failed to love, they have an awesome brain but can't think smarter than a dog, they have eyes but they already blinded by money... They are just 'pathetic'...
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